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| 1205 | The thridde, ferthe, fifte, sixte day |
| After tho dayes ten, of which I tolde, | |
| Bitwixen hope and drede his herte lay, | |
| Yet somwhat trustinge on hir hestes olde. | |
| But whan he saugh she nolde hir terme holde, | |
| 1210 | He can now seen non other remedye, |
| But for to shape him sone for to dye. |
| Therwith the wikked spirit, God us blesse, | |
| Which that men clepeth wood jalousye, | |
| Gan in him crepe, in al this hevynesse; | |
| 1215 | For which, bycause he wolde sone dye, |
| He ne eet ne dronk, for his malencolye, | |
| And eek from every companye he fledde; | |
| This was the lyf that al the tyme he ledde. |
| He so defet was, that no maner man | |
| 1220 | Unnethe mighte him knowe ther he wente; |
| So was he lene, and therto pale and wan, | |
| And feble, that he walketh by potente; | |
| And with his ire he thus himselven shente. | |
| But whoso axed him wherof him smerte, | |
| 1225 | He seyde, his harm was al aboute his herte. |
| Pryam ful ofte, and eek his moder dere, | |
| His bretheren and his sustren gonne him freyne | |
| Why he so sorwful was in al his chere, | |
| And what thing was the cause of al his peyne? | |
| 1230 | But al for nought; he nolde his cause pleyne, |
| But seyde, he felte a grevous maladye | |
| Aboute his herte, and fayn he wolde dye. |
| So on a day he leyde him doun to slepe, | |
| And so bifel that in his sleep him thoughte, | |
| 1235 | That in a forest faste he welk to wepe |
| For love of hir that him these peynes wroughte; | |
| And up and doun as he the forest soughte, | |
| He mette he saugh a boor with tuskes grete, | |
| That sleep ayein the brighte sonnes hete. |
| 1240 | And by this boor, faste in his armes folde, |
| Lay kissing ay his lady bright Criseyde: | |
| For sorwe of which, whan he it gan biholde, | |
| And for despyt, out of his slepe he breyde, | |
| And loude he cryde on Pandarus, and seyde, | |
| 1245 | `O Pandarus, now knowe I crop and rote! |
| I nam but deed; ther nis non other bote! |
| `My lady bright Criseyde hath me bitrayed, | |
| In whom I trusted most of any wight, | |
| She elles-where hath now hir herte apayed; | |
| 1250 | The blisful goddes, through hir grete might, |
| Han in my dreem y-shewed it ful right. | |
| Thus in my dreem Criseyde I have biholde' -- | |
| And al this thing to Pandarus he tolde. |
| `O my Criseyde, allas! What subtiltee. | |
| 1255 | What newe lust, what beautee, what science, |
| What wratthe of juste cause have ye to me? | |
| What gilt of me, what fel experience | |
| Hath fro me raft, allas! Thyn advertence? | |
| O trust, O feyth, O depe asseuraunce, | |
| 1260 | Who hath me reft Criseyde, al my plesaunce? |
| `Allas! Why leet I you from hennes go, | |
| For which wel neigh out of my wit I breyde? | |
| Who shal now trowe on any othes mo? | |
| God wot I wende, O lady bright, Criseyde, | |
| 1265 | That every word was gospel that ye seyde! |
| But who may bet bigylen, yf him liste, | |
| Than he on whom men weneth best to triste? |
| `What shal I doon, my Pandarus, allas! | |
| I fele now so sharpe a newe peyne, | |
| 1270 | Syn that ther is no remedie in this cas, |
| That bet were it I with myn hondes tweyne | |
| Myselven slow, than alwey thus to pleyne. | |
| For thurgh my deeth my wo sholde han an ende, | |
| Ther every day with lyf myself I shende.' |
| 1275 | Pandare answerde and seyde, `Allas the whyle |
| That I was born; have I not seyd er this, | |
| That dremes many a maner man bigyle? | |
| And why? For folk expounden hem amis. | |
| How darstow seyn that fals thy lady is, | |
| 1280 | For any dreem, right for thyn owene drede? |
| Lat be this thought, thou canst no dremes rede. |
| `Paraunter, ther thou dremest of this boor, | |
| It may so be that it may signifye | |
| Hir fader, which that old is and eek hoor, | |
| 1285 | Ayein the sonne lyth, on poynt to dye, |
| And she for sorwe ginneth wepe and crye, | |
| And kisseth him, ther he lyth on the grounde; | |
| Thus shuldestow thy dreem a-right expounde.' |
| `How mighte I thanne do?' quod Troilus, | |
| 1290 | `To knowe of this, ye, were it never so lyte?' |
| `Now seystow wysly,' quod this Pandarus, | |
| `My reed is this, syn thou canst wel endite, | |
| That hastely a lettre thou hir write, | |
| Thurgh which thou shalt wel bringen it aboute, | |
| 1295 | To knowe a sooth of that thou art in doute. |
| `And see now why; for this I dar wel seyn, | |
| That if so is that she untrewe be, | |
| I can not trowe that she wol wryte ayeyn. | |
| And if she wryte, thou shalt ful sone see, | |
| 1300 | As whether she hath any libertee |
| To come ayein, or ellis in som clause, | |
| If she be let, she wol assigne a cause. |
| `Thou hast not writen hir syn that she wente, | |
| Nor she to thee, and this I dorste leye, | |
| 1305 | Ther may swich cause been in hir entente, |
| That hardily thou wolt thyselven seye, | |
| That hir abood the beste is for yow tweye. | |
| Now wryte hir thanne, and thou shalt fele sone | |
| A sothe of al; ther is no more to done.' |
| Next: From Troilus and Criseyde, Book V, lines 1310-1428: Troilus writes Criseyde a letter and Criseyde writes Troilus a letter in return |